Summer is almost here and this first half of this year was sort of bad for some of my friends including myself. But its almost half way thru the year already and it seems like some things are turning up okay! Jonathan finally got an apartment but then lost his job but now he has a new job. So congrats on new job and apartment! Cindie has a tough one too. With family and illness and heart breaks, she’s finally doing something for herself and going on a much needed vacation for herself! I’m going to miss you but I’m happy you’re going away to find time for yourself! Oh, amd her new car! Johnny also went to jail and had some passings and his house broken into. But now he’s finally have an ID and he’s looking to move out and start paying bills lol and hopefully doing good to his health. Daniel had a passing and his new job wasn’t going that great. But now he’s been working out and doing great with his new body! And I think his job is doing better since he’s telling me he’s making more money! And hopefully in the fall he will start school back again. As for me, my apt got robbed and I lost a lot of close things to me and I don’t really know what good is coming yet…..I feel like I don’t know if anything good will come my way soon…but one good thing was I made an A in my class and I’m finally getting a new phone! :)
My heart is closed. Walls are up. I’m going to be nonchalant about it now. Feeling like a burden if I care. Oh wells.
that’s how it goes.
Word.
Quit putting words in my mouth.
The only person I have right now doesn’t even want to bother with me. So I have no one. That’s pretty fucking sad. I’m pretty pathetic.
In times like this I don’t even have anyone to turn to for help. You have no idea how lonely it gets……
I always do a staring contest with Toki….. I think this is the first time he’s won!!! Lol
trust me. I can ignore you ten times better. So don’t even bother to try. don’t ruin my night
Summer and winter reminds me of Daniel. Guess its starting to be a all year kinda thing
Toki hogs half of the blanket and half of the bed. At least he is useful to help keep my feet warm. Goodnight. It’s been a looong day
Thank God I went to kaskade last year before a hundred million Asians trying to go this year.
People just don’t like me or maybe I don’t like people.
The sounds of a dripping faucet, clock ticking, birds chirping, dog snoring. Goodnight
Is there a way to disappear?
